I had alot of trouble this week making a video this week.
Charles Spurgeon suffered from depression and he put it this way.
“I am the subject of depressions of spirit so fearful that I hope none of you ever gets to such extremes of wretchedness as I go to.” He later described his depression as a “seething caldron of despair.”
I am not going through what he did this just shows me that I am not alone.